I've been struggling lately. I'm not sure what it is exactly. I guess it's a lot of things. I feel dumped by one of my good friends, this chronic fatigue is kicking my behind, my neck constantly aches . . . .
I can think of a million things. Sometimes it feels hard to sit down at the computer. I have about four stories that I've started but get stuck with. I'm in a rut. How do you get out of a rut like this? My book keeps getting rejected and I wonder if it really is good enough. Maybe I should let it go. Maybe it's only me and kids that like it. =)
So, that's where I am today. I wish I were successful already. I wish the hard part was behind me. This is tiring when I'm already so tired. I should have started years ago.
Anyway, don't get me wrong. I'm not giving up. No one can rain on my parade. I'm just having a pitty party today. Tomorrow will be better and of course, I'll just keep on writing.