An Agent?

I had an incredible dream last night. Have you ever had a dream that wasn't wacko or strange and seemed decidedly realistic? Maybe most people have dreams like that. For me, it's unusual. So when I do have one, It's memorable.

So, in this dream I got picked up by an agent. A really awesome agent and my whole family flew to New York to get things rolling and to meet him. One strange thing was that he started out as a man but by the end of the dream, he was a woman. See what I mean about my weird dreams? I guess that could be construed as unusual, but it's pretty tame for me comparatively.

So, in past history, there are those in my family who would be considered psychic. Yes, I know. Don't ask. Anyway, here I sit wondering, hoping that this dream comes true. Maybe it's a premonition preparing me for things to come. Wouldn't that be fabulous?

I'll let you all know! lol

Tough times

I've been struggling lately. I'm not sure what it is exactly. I guess it's a lot of things. I feel dumped by one of my good friends, this chronic fatigue is kicking my behind, my neck constantly aches . . . .

I can think of a million things. Sometimes it feels hard to sit down at the computer. I have about four stories that I've started but get stuck with. I'm in a rut. How do you get out of a rut like this? My book keeps getting rejected and I wonder if it really is good enough. Maybe I should let it go. Maybe it's only me and kids that like it. =)

So, that's where I am today. I wish I were successful already. I wish the hard part was behind me. This is tiring when I'm already so tired. I should have started years ago.

Anyway, don't get me wrong. I'm not giving up. No one can rain on my parade. I'm just having a pitty party today. Tomorrow will be better and of course, I'll just keep on writing.